दोस्तों की भीड़ में..............

बहुत कुछ लिखा हे इनमे कुछ और न समझ लेना इससे pahle हम बता दे हम किसी के आशिक नही हे

दोस्तों की भीड़ में ......................

दोस्तों की भीड़ में दोस्ती ko तरसा हु
जिंदा हु फिर भी ज़िन्दगी को तरसा हू........

sochta हू उस फरिश्ते के बारे में तो
उसकी दोस्ती ke liye तरसा हू.....

सुना था सच्ची दोस्ती धीरे बढ़ने वाले पोधे की तरह होती हे
पर में तो उस पोधे को सिचने के लिए तरसा हू.....

कहते हे मुसीबत दोस्ती की कसौटी होती हे
पर में तो हर लम्हा us मुसीबत को ही तरसा हू .....

सपना था हर लम्हे में उन जेसे दोस्त मिलेंगे
पर में तो हर लम्हा उन लम्हे की तरसा हू.....

जुबा से नम लेते आंसू चालक आते हे
कभी हजारो बात किया करते थे आज एक बात को तरसा हू .....

दोस्ती में दोस्त, दोस्त का rab होता हे एहसास तो तब होता जब वो जुदा होता हे
हर लम्हा में उस जुदाई को तरसा हू .....

याद करते हे उनको तो यादो से दिल भर आते हे
कभी साथ जिया करते थे औब आज मिलने को तरसा हू.....

नन्ही सी पोटली विश्वास की जो थमाई थी चुपके से
चमक भरी आँखों के साथ हमराज बुनकर आज फिर उसी पोटली को पाने को तरसा हू .....

Dosto की भीड़ में dosti ko तरसा हू
जिन्दा हू फिर भी ज़िन्दगी को तरसा हू............

गुल हो मगर............

गुल हो मगर ........

गुल हो मगर न खार हो ऐसा नही होता
दुनिया में सिर्फ़ प्यार हो ऐसा नही होता.......

इस ज़िन्दगी में गम की अहमयित भी कम नही
हर dam गुल-ऐ-गुलज़ार हो ऐसा नही होता......

नाकामियां इंसा को दिखाती हे नए रह
लेकिन हमेशा हर हो एसा नही होता.......

बेशक हमारा पास ज़माने भर का हुनर हो
हर कोई तलबगार हो ऐसा नही होता......

कुछ लोग हे जो दर्द छुपाते हे दिलो में
सबको गमो से प्यार हो ऐसा नही होता......

मिल जाए अगर एक इंसा तो बहुत हे
सारा जहा यार हो ऐसा नही होता......

हिम्मत हे नन्हे परिंदे के जिगर में
फिर अस्मा पर नही हो ऐसा नही होता.......

चाहने पर भी..................

बहुत कुछ लिखा हे इनमे कुछ और न समझ लेना इससे पहले हम बता दे की हम किसी के आशिक नही हैं....

चाहने पर भी...........

चाहने पर भी किसी गलती की सजा की माफी न मिले
चाहे ज़िन्दगी भर माफ किया हो ......

चाहने पर भी किसी गलती सजा की माफी न मिले
चाहे ज़िन्दगी भर माफ किया हो.......

चाहने पर भी दो शब्द तरंगे सहानुभूति की न मिले
चाहे ज़िन्दगी भर सहनुभुतिया दी हो.............

घुट घुट कर हल बेहाल हो जाए पर कोई मनाने वाली आवाज़ न हो
चाहे ज़िन्दगी भर लोगो को मनाया हो...........

चाहत हो खुल कर हसने की पर साथ कोई हसने वाली ताल न हो
चाहे ख़ुद पागल बनकर लोगो हसाया हो......

चाहने पर भी उनसे एक घरी त्याग की न मिले
चाहे उनके खुशी के लिए ज़िन्दगी भर त्याग किया हो........

चाहने पर भी कुछ पल उनकी दोस्ती न मिले
चाहे उनकी dostiके लिए ज़माने भर की दोस्ती ka त्याग किया हो......

चाहने पर भी कुछ पल उनकी नाज्किया न मिले
चाहे उनको नज्दिकिया देने के लिए ज़माने भर की नाज्कियाओ का त्याग किया हो.....

चाहने पर भी गम अपना भुलाने को उनकी एक बात न मिले
चाहे गम उनका भुलाने को ज़माने भर की बातो का त्याग किया हो.....

फिर भी................

चाहने पर भी गिला-शिकवा (shikawayat) एक पल न हो
चाहे वो ज़िन्दगी भर गिला-शिकवा करते रहो......

फिर भी.....................

फिर भी तुम्हे अनवरत अपने पथ पर चलते जाना हैं
चाहे जिन्दीगी यु ही इम्तिहान लेती रहे
तुम्हारा लक्ष्य अटल,मन स्थिर,परिश्रम हिमालय सा हो............

Dare to discovery of self -my small intro..........

" AUM BHOOR BHUWAH SWAHA, TAT SAVITUR VARENYAM,BHARGO DEVASAYA DHEEMAHI,DHIYO YO NAHA PRACHODAYAT " Oh God! Thou art the Giver of Life, Remover of pain and sorrow,The Bestower of happiness,Oh! Creator of the Universe,May we receive thy supreme sin-destroying light,May Thou guide our intellect in the right direction

I am out spoken (not extra vagant) Sometime it hurts others, sometime people like it & sometime it hurts even to me but I like it bcoz I think you should have knowledge to speak good & I prepare myself to speak good , I listen so many peoples in a very discipline way & read a lot of literature to speak.

I am spiritual (not superstitious) I believe in true “dharma” i।e। Vedic dharma/sanatana dharma & believe in Arya samaj principles.People know Arya samaj only as a sansthan of performing marriages but they have in great mistaken when they will see principles of Arya Samaj then they will come to know that what is true dharma & where we were ? What we were doing, just we were wasting money & time at the name of dharma.

I like Ary samaj principle very much, I use to go to in “Yajna”(Havan) & Pravachana (Vedic Preechings) every Sunday at Arya samaj mandir ,Hiran magari sec.4 Udaipur. I don’t like “Mutipuja” & superstitions at the name of dharma.

something as a third person.......................
Dr. Sanjay Maheshwari is a Bachelor of Ayurveda medicines & Surgery.
He has got special yoga training at his college (Madan Mohan Malviya Government Ayurvedic College ,Udaipur) & At Patnjali Yoga peeth ,Haridwar& from Vivekanand kendra ,Kanyakumari & from different yoga gurus through attending yoga camps.

And have a long experience of learning and teaching of yoga in udaipur
He has been participited in various Yoga camps ,Ayurveda camps,International & National Seminars on Yoga & Ayurveda & different Social activities.
He has been visited Northern India,Southern India,Udaipur & area around Udaipur & Tribal areas of Udaipur , to see Ayurvedic colleges & Pharmacies,Medicinal plants,Traditional Therapies.

He has been done DNHE (Diploma in nutrition & health education) & have brief knowledge of Dietetics,Naturopathy,& Accupressure.

Again myself Sanjay Maheshwari.....................
I have jyotish pravina ,Jyotisha visharda (2 year course in astrology )degree in astrology & having knowledge of palmistry & I am also Life member of Indian council of astrolical sciences & attended many seminars on astrology but now a days I don’t like astrology , why it’s great issue to discuss।

I like social works but sometime people say I do it for cheap publicity why?......... they say so I can’t understand but just do ..... social services are in my blood ,my grandpa was one of the best social server of my town (Bassi , 22 km. far from World fame Historical city Chittorgarh at N.H.76 and by train 24km. from Chittorgarh at kota broad-gauge line ).
Social service is my weakness coz so many times I can not do my personal works but I do … why?............... I can’t understand………………just do..
I like to see smile on each face whoever meet to me and for it sometimes I make cheap joke of myself ,sometime I do anything to make laugh the people & people says hey Sanjay “Ye kaisi harkaten karta rahta hain” but I never mind I just think if doing so, someone having smile on his face then what’s the problem, enjoy the life, if we can not give nothing to anyone then we must give a good smile on his face it works miracle & no lose of you। But sometime people say I make joke of others & sometime I comments to others they say so bcoz some persons judge me with preoccupation & some may have this kind of habits that they take every talk on “dil” & some do so bcoz of their attitude to see always faults in others anyway………………some time by mistake It happens (but not intentionally).

Ab thoda khana………॥peena………..

I am very lazy at food. I take too much time to eat or drink anything.(My family members always scrolled for this habbit , but I could’nt changed, Specially Dadima & mummy) but I’m not choosy I like every vegetarian food but font of milk & fleshy fruits. But after having my bowl full, I can not take a single grass of anything even my favorite milk or fleshy fruit or sweet piece.
I can prepare food also , I didn't try to discover my talent at cooking but I can do as much that I can fill myself.

I prepare language in my mind how to start , how to lead , & how to come over before talking with any person but meanwhile I speak more, Now a days I am concentrating myself to express in least words ( but everything which I want to give message to particular person.)

Sometime people praise me they say “Acha bol leta hain “ It feels good but some people do so just for buttering or to make relations with me ,It hurts……।
I try to follow routine, I maintain personal diary & you can find a list of daily work in my pocket.

I start reading anybook by writing a quote “Jeena uska jeena hain jo auro ko jeevan deta hain”।You can find good quotations in my every book it’s why bcoz whenever I start study I think to start with writing or reading a good thought.

I read Rajasthan Patrika(Daily News paper) daily at my room & Try to see Times of India , Dainik bhaskar, dainik navjyoti in my college library I have good collection of newspaper cuttings of my interests.

I have more than 1000-1200 couplets & quotes poems collection (some by me & some of great persons) in my personal diaries. So many I can tell you without diary & I also memorize so many Sanskrit quotations.

Yoga,Ayurveda,Naturopathy,Hollistic healings,Swadeshi, are not only my profession but also my Passion. I have dream to mainstream these pathies in the health sciences & due to this reason I have linked with more then one fields, And due to my this habbit people says you have talent but you scattered it in many fields ,You have no flow in single direction so sometime you defeat., I do accept it , I know its not good to sail in two bots but I do so why?.......... I can't unerstand.People also says that you want to learn everything yourself and it is impossible but I do so Why ? I can’t
understand…………..
Perhaps my student nature & thought to learn from everyone whoever meet me in diverse fields,I am very much “Jigyasu” nature person. I try to learn with each & every moment from each & every person & due to this reason I have no perfect “GURU” still.


And now 1-2 line for girls………..
By seeing me people always confused that I will definately have girlfriend. But still today I can’t understand the meaning of girlfriend………….And if someone help me then most welcome at my mails,orkut accout (I'm also available on different other social networking websites with the same name "Dr.Sanjay Maheshwari") chatrooms (dr_sanjaymaheshwari@yahoo.co.in) , mobiles,blogs,my site at http://www.yogaayurvedaudaipur.com/ or at my postal address, or can personally meet me………………it’s not urgent but if u can then plz do………………..


“ShreemadBhagvadgeeta” is my most favourite book,It has answers of all our questions & I say people always “if you read a lot but if you didn’t read the “ShreemadBhagvadgeeta” then you are illiterate still you need to read more……….” Instead of it my personal diaries,newspapers cuttings,books & magazines of my room are my true friends ,

In my life I always lived (& living) in a great friendship circle & I have been always aimible.

I Follow yoga for purificafication of “chitta & man” . I do yoga regularly but very sometimes I can’t help it…………..

And for body I follow Ayurveda principles but my physic is not so good at first site.
Face cutting is good , & I also healthy (have not any identified disease) but I am very slim my weight is only 47kg.,age-27yrs,and height is 168Cms.
I have tried irregularly & without a keen interest to gain weight so failed but once I tried with heart & mind then I increased my weight 4 kgs.in 45 days only But due to my wondering nature I can not give proper time to my body. (Yoga is very very big bless for me to make me energetic in this slim figure even)


Anchoring or hosting is my another passion I like it very much but I don’t see any T.V. show or movies, it may be my drawback but I can’t do so why?....... I can’t understand (I have not been  in  cinema hall for last 6 years) & T.V. facility is not available at my room as I am living in a rental room. But sometimes ones in a blue moon I use to see T.V. at my college hostel (Charaka hostel,Ambamata scheme , Udaipur). 3-4 times I have done anchoring at my college’s mega events as well as miscellaneous activities with my friend Dr.Balraj Singh Rathore (belongs to Capital of Rajasthan , The Pink city ,Jaipur one of the my best friends, my anchoring snaps or other activities snaps you can find at my orkut account/facebook account , where you can see a lot of snaps of mine & lot of are in que for uploadation ), My college students are fan of my anchoring they Say "Sanjay Boss mast anchoring karte he" or my seniors and teachers and staff say "Ye Soni acha bolta hain"

Beside of my college activities I have done anchoring in various programmes in city e.g. at Vivekananda Kendra, and other social groups where I linked,I was selected in Udaipur’s top three anchors in idea mobile road show for “Bidi jalaile” fame Sunidhi Chouhan’s night in Udaipur.I have given an audition for a T.V. channel ,The H.R.manager of T.V. commented good on my audition but when he saw my C.V. ,He told me that you are engaged in so much activities and still you are doing your regular degree how you will manage the media job , perhaps due to this reason he didn’t select me.


Children love me very much , I also love children very much ,at my family ,(I live in a join family at my town) when I use to go to my town the children of family & my street wait for me & they become happy having me with them. Even I am uncle of them in relation but some of them say me “Sanju Bhaiya, or some address me as their friend they say “mere dost Sanju Bhaiya aa gaye” & they miss me when I leave them. They use to play with me, gossip with me & sometime they fight with me as they are pure heart persons they fight but not intentionally they become normal after sometime.But sometime when I talk with elders on any serious topic the children become problem, they start plying with me and I can not talk properly with elders but I do so why? ………..I can’t understand.


My previous landlord’s children also feel good with me ,sometime they play with me , gossip with me and a phrase we always use at our home that “Pandit ji (Sharma ji) Namaste , chale jao raste , laddu pede saste ,khao haste haste………….” (My previous land lord is Brahmin (Sharma) ,today we have family relation he helps me as my patron as my mentor.)


Sometime people say why do you so much being engaged with children and why?.......again I can’t understand………..

My face is photogenic but sometime due to cameraman’s mistake doesn’t, When anybody see my photographs at my room, they comment Wou ! what a lovely photograph? In our Ayurveda recently a booklet was published by National Institute of Ayurved Jaipur, where my photo was published and I don’t know how many people discussed on it but I am sure of some person who asked to some of my classmates that “ye ladka vastav main itna handsome hain kya”? And so many persons taken their photo at same studio but some of them didn’t get so good photo. But in real I may not be so much attractive (only one reason that is I am very slim) but if someone talk to me I have noted that they impress with my thoughts but some bores bcoz everyone has his own taste of talking, so it is impossible for a single man to satisfy all, but I try to talk accordingly Age, career interests, sex, mood, working field, of frontier. I like to talk with people from diverse fields. I try to satisfy everyone with me but again there will be some person they always remains unsatisfied or disagree with your thoughts , I try to find why they are unsatisfied and try to keep away that reasons of being unsatisfied. But never have jealousy with them bcoz it’s the part of life that every coin has two facets & also I have already said that I try to learn from everybody whoever I meet.


But I am short-tempered at sometimes and it brings me in difficulties bcoz sometimes I really hurt others or sometime I do such a behavior that feel me that I am not eligible to talk with that person then a hard-work starts on my own think level & with my books & collections of good thoughts & very specially with “SHRIMADBHAGWADGEETA” and I don’t dare to talk with that person whenever I don’t find why it was happened & why I misbehaved & what was the cause of being misbehaved. But meanwhile I expect that frontier talk to me first (it generally doesn’t happen with me that “Koi mujhe aage chalkar manaye” ) & I know that “main cause of breaking relations on today is ego & communication gap “ Even my this behavior hurts to myself but I expect that first frontier talk to me why ?..................why ? I do so I can’t understand. But it is fact that I don’t break relation with that person when I get ans I present it against frontier with sorry,that due to this reason misbehaviour was happened.

But it never mean that I am afraid of being loneliness or have fear that frontier will take revenge to me or he will misbehave to me. I just do so bcoz It feels me good at my innermost level. My soul becomes purify by saying sorry of genuine mistake and It make me feel that I have done “Prayashit of that pap (misbehaviour)” Respose of frontier is in gods hand .
As lord Krishna says in Shrimadbhagwadgeeta-
तेरा कर्म करने में अधिकार हैं , उसके फलो में कभी नही इसलिए तू कर्म के फल का हेतु मत हो तथा तेरी कर्म न करने में भी आसक्ति न हो २/47 फिर मिलेंगे
bcoz
“A good design is timeless & limitless”
Bcoz………..
It is impossible to discover yourself in few words its endless journey that starts from womb & ends at tomb.
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